big blow.

it's been really hard for the past few days.







all i know is that i CANT take another blow.
thanks to those who were there!!
im grateful to all of you. thx for the encouragements and prayers.
even a simple msg had meant alot to me.
haix, im sorry if i'd been harsh in any way. =(



i know he'll be well again!
i know we'll be able to spend the new year together as a family.
i wont lose hope.